Thursday, May 31, 2012

Sometimes I am Scared.....


sometimes I am scared...

I am scared I will not accomplish everything I want to

I am scared that I will not be able to see all the places that I want to see

I am scared that I am just spinning my wheels

I am scared that I will be invisible

I have gone through a lot in my life

I know I am worthy of all things

I am worthy of love.

I am a warrior


I am getting ready for Art on the Ave. 
Very busy and tired.

I am getting a little melancholy of late 
It will pass. It always does.

Working full time at my other job and  getting ready for the show makes me very tired.
So please forgive me for not getting to everyone at Paint Party Friday.
Go and visit all the wonderful Artist!

26 comments :

Carol said...

Love her!!! Hope you get your strength back soon.I know how all that work can really drain a person.

Tammie Lee said...

such a wonderful piece
i love her head dress or feathers or what ever they are to you, it is wonderful.

i wish you all the vitality you wish for and dreams come true.

Lynn said...

Take a rest and breathe and relax...blow those fears away,
let yourself capture one dream at a time, the rest will follow, believe me they are all waiting in line.

Lovely art! Keep enjoying making it and we will continue to enjoy it.

Netty said...

Loving her head-dress of feathers and good luck with the display. Happy PPF, Annette x

Tracey Fletcher KIng said...

that is a lot on your plate at the moment, so you are allowed to let the doubts in... but it will pass because you are too talented for it to not... and think how great that rest will be when you finally get it...xx

Elisa Choi said...

a very vibrant piece heather! and have some sweet rest. it will pass. such is life and it's a blessing to be alive. Have a blessed weekend!

craftattack said...

Here's wishing you lots of strength! Valerie

La Abela said...

Very nice composition. Saludos

WrightStuff said...

It's always a pleasure to see your art.

Don't worry about not getting around everyone. I have the same problem! I try to see everyone at least 1 in 3 weeks. I know that feeling of exhaustion well. I'm working full time and running my ecourse, family etc...

It will all be worth it in the end :)

Bren said...

She's so regal wonderful piece. I think you've struck a never with many in your post, life seems to move faster than our dreams/desires. Hope the show is a great success and then a little R&R for you!

Stephanie Mealor Corder said...

Tired or not, your work is as wonderful as always! Hang in there, it always gets better!
Happy PPF,
Stephanie

carlarey said...

I know those feelings all too well.

Lovely painting...seems like your style is changing a little.

Marji {RainCityGirl} said...

This is a beautiful painting. I love her head dress. Good luck with the show. Happy PPF

Gloria said...

Wishing you the best. Beautiful painting. Take care of yourself Heather. Look forward to your post when things are going better. Happy day to you.

kristin maynes said...

Wow! Working full time and running a business...I'm sure your exhausted! Love your painting, she's lovely and bold...I like it! Have fun at your show. Happy PPF!

Mary C. Nasser said...

Gorgeous portrait, Heather...she looks very brave and warrior-like.
Love her head-dress!
So ornate and beautiful!
♥♥♥
Happy PPF!!
Mary
Mixed-Media Map Art

Nora CG said...

Beautiful as always. I adore your work!

Have an amazing and very creative day!
Nora

Christine said...

beautiful, just love all the colours!

Ayala Art said...

She is lovely, and I guess we wouldn't be women if we didn't have those same feelings once in a while. Makes us stronger and more caring I think :o)
Happy PPF!

Nicola said...

Beautiful piece!!! I hope you feel better soon sometimes everything can be a little overwhelming! Love your work!!!! I just read through your previous posts and realised you had your first exhibition!!! Congratulations you are an inspiration! :0) xoxo

Gina Sismilich said...

She is a wonderful warrior lady - I love the headdress - She seems ready to speak to me!!

ArtMuseDog and Carol said...

She is beautiful ~ especially her eyes ~ I think we all get scared ~ I am in a gallery for the summer and I feel like I 'naked on the wall' and feel scared ~ working on letting go of the 'critic in my head' ~ thanks for sharing ~ ^_^

EVA said...

Beautiful!! I am with you - all those fears, yet I continue on.

All the best with your preparations!

Kristin said...

Awe, I know I get that way sometimes too - hoping that we can make an impact with our time here on Earth!
WELL, you are and I LOVE your art and this piece - good luck with the show - then rest! xoxo

Paula - Buenos Aires said...

Everything will be fine.{gentle hug}
Your girl engages the eyes and the heart. :)

scarlett clay said...

This is a great painting, I love the color the message, everything about it. You don't have anything to worry about, you are a terrific ARTIST! :)